Honestly, I really don't know how to be selfish. I'm so selfless, that I don't know how to do things for myself. I give , give, give, to others, but never give to myself. I don't think about myself before I think of others. But I should. One man for himself. Look out for Numero Uno.
It's not natural to me. I'm always empathetic, sympathetic, and considerate to others, whether family, friends, or strangers. I'll hurt myself just to make others happy. It's wrong. But I can't help it. I sacrifice a lot because in my book, it's worth it. And in my viewpoint, we are here to make others happy. We have that duty. I am a giver by heart. I wish I wasn't.
I ended this ridiculous and eccentric and fast and short relationship. His words were this relationship was excessive. I guess a little. But it's done. I'm relieved. I can think for myself again.
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