Happy

*sigh*...... puppy love sigh that is. haha. man i'm so newly um in love? i duno. i don't want to call it that just yet because uh it's too soon. but for right now, i know that i am so happy. i thank lunar new year wishes from my parents and grandparents. they wished for me to be happier and i think one of them wished for me to find someone and for me to stop being so sad.

i don't want to like go to mongolia anymore or europe. just want to stay in houston with.... him. haha. ugh its been so great. i've never had like such a perfect week? i can't explain more. let's just say it's been so great and so busy in a good way that i haven't been able to eat or sleep or focus at my work. and my family's been asking where i've been... since i usually spend a shitload of time with them. but I've mysteriously disappeared from family events and coming very late at night every night. haha he keeps me late. oh its so nice right now. very very very passionate. i feel as though i'm 16 again or something.

don't let this year stop. i have not felt this way in a very very very long time. he's everything i've been looking for sort of? but he's also eye candy... and i deal with that a lot. all these girls starring at him and talking to him wherever we go. haha but thats okay. for some reason it doesn't bother me as much.

and it is just so ironic how things turned out from high school and now. never would have guessed in a million years! i barely rememebr him from high school actually. but maybe it's better that way. we're both very different now than the people we were back then. so now actually, we have a lot in common. same interests, same view on life, same dislikes, same desires, same humor. =) there's been a lot of strange coincidences. or maybe we just make it more sublime than it really is... haha.

god i've seen him everyday. haven't been home. haven't been getting my work stuff done. haven't been reading my novels. haven't been finishing my paintings. haven't been spending time with family. haven't been cleaning (my room/car is a disaster!)