Jon is done

Jon is a coward. I mean that to the fullest. If something were to happen to me, he would not save me. He'd run away either scared, confused, or just selfish. He left me many times, abandoned me, never protected me. And I think that is why I can never love him ever again. I cannot love a coward and someone that doesn't make me feel safe. Nothing else mattered. Just that fact or realization alone has made me quit Jon. He was a waste of time for me. I wish I never dated him. He was self-absorbant and oblivious enough to let people around him get hurt. I cannot respect or love that. I won't let him hurt me again. I just wished I left earlier or gone back in time to stop myself.