Wednesday, December 10, 2008
He's happy, but I'm not
Is it bad that I miss him? Feeling sad but really missing someone that did wrong to me and betrayed me? Is that normal? Shouldn't I be like angry and just throw away all feelings to the point that I shouldn't be missing them even if it was the end of the world?? Agh, I don't really know what to do or how to do. I know that if he came back, I'd probably take him back in a heartbeat. But everyone's like "what?! no you shouldn't!". Am I just messed up!? What's wrong with me! I miss him even though I shouldn't! I mean shoot, he's probably chatting with his new girl right as I type! Wtf am I doing feeling so sad... Ugh.
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i can't believe it's snowing there... im sitting next to an open window haha.. altho it is kinda chilly.. but def no snow..
and aw =/ stupid jon. evidently sam did not have a high opinion of jon. altho, i think sam doesn't really have a high one of henry either, so yea, lol. i duno what sam's criteria is.. anyway, stupid jon. i think it's normal to feel sad. you guys had a lot of memories together, you can't just throw them all away. eventually they'll fade tho (kinda both sad and good), and you'll be in mongolia surrounded by a billion little children, and fall in love wiht some. um... cow farmer.. lol (all i know of mongolia is mongolian beef..)
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